Let me lie down,
Let me sleep for a while.
My body is tired,
My heart has grown weary,
And my soul is dying.
Why won't you just let me sleep?
I just want to leave this world,
All of my pain left behind.
Let me say my last words,
And breathe my last breath.
Let my heart stop beating,
And my blood stop flowing.
Bury me deep.
Hold me in your heart,
While I hold you in my arms.
Kiss my lips one last time,
Touch my face,
Hold me tight.
Cry when i leave,
Miss me please.
Tell how you loved me so.
Don't lie.
You broke my heart,
Now let me break yours.
Cry yourself to sleep,
The way i always did.
Shudder sfotly,
Don't let them hear.
They'll take you away.
I can never return.
I don't want to stay.
The joy has left me,
And will never come back.
The light has left my eyes,
Replaced with false happiness
And a forced smile.
Ket me fly,
Fly far away from here.
I'll be an angel,
And finally get my golden wings.

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Frustration.
Sharp, angry, salty tears.
You've done nothing wrong.
No heartbreaking, no soulshaking,
No killing, no willing,
But oh, how I hate you,
How I hate you for it,
For making me love you.
Zooming traffic fills busy streets,
I hear nothing
But the soothing heartaches of a voice,
But you don't know it
So can I blame you?
Can I blame you for it?
For making me love you?
And I know why you wrote the words you did,
And I wish you could wonder why I wrote mine,
And I tear my hair and sob a little,
Oh, what can I give you?
What can I give you for it?
For making me love you?
Thirst.
The flicker of a candle fades.
The sobbing dies down.
The last note is uttered.
What right have I to claim the rights
Of the other faces in the crowd?
But still I will never forget you,
Never forget you for it,
For being the one,
Eternally gone,
For making me love you.

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sometimes i do think it can't be possible
that you will be my boyfriend
and be together till the end
but mostly i do think that you can't be
coz i am not that pretty
and of course you were so high
and i might failed and cannot fly
though for sure i'll do anything to be there for you
and made you happy as I can do
i can't help to think
it is possible the ship will sink
there is somethings that i can do
and i should if i really wanna get you
i already start dreaming
and i cant stop wanting
the doubt can make me weak
but i will not let him win
i will try till its time
i cry but i am fine
i love you so much
i dont think i can stop
i love you taylor
and there is nothing more

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Mine is a dream
you aren't for me
Another girl have your kisses,
your embraces, she haves you.
But I'm here
far of you, my Tay
far of your world
I'm just dreamin with you.
I love you and I know
that my love is true
but...what can I do?
What can I say?
You are near of my heart but
very far of my body.
I can feel you skin
I can feel you mouth
and I can feel you hand
but just in my dreams.
Because in my dreams I have you
In my dreams you are only mine.
I still dreaming the rest of my life
In my dreams I'm happy
very happy at you side
But when I wake up
I can understand that you aren't for me
and that I'll never be with you.
(To Tay Hanson)

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I watch you play on your piano
and I feel like you brought me into your world
You sit there and keep on playing, and sometimes it
looks like your looking at me.
But of course it's just my imagination
for why would you you be looking at me?

I start to sing along, and for a second, it seems like it's only you
and me.
I shake my head and everthing is the way it was, why does it seem like
this whole thing is for me?

As the concert ends, I walk out the building,
walking so slowly.
Maybe perhaps waiting for you to call for me.
I make it to my car and then I hear a sound, I turn around and see you
running towards me.

Is this a dream? Are you really coming for me?
Finally you catch up to me and say...
"Here, you drop this..." He handed me my wallet, waved, and walked
away from me. I called out his name, and he turned to me.
And I didn't know what to say.

He walked towards me and throws his arms around me and says..."Thanks
for being a fan."
Then he goes away, and I stand there speechless, thinking, this day
will always be about you and me!!

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To me you are a mystery
That I long to solve
I want to know all about you
I wanna know whats involved.
I know ABOUT you from places
That even you don't even know
But I think we would get along
Hand in Hand we can go
From what I know about you
We seem so alike
I really think if we ever met
We could get it right
I want to know whats inside
Who you truly are
I want to know the real you
Only because we've come this far

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For us my love,
the faraway room laughed
and breathe a new song for all the earth to hear.
For us my love,
the stars deserted the sky
and became a silver pathway
to our dreams.
For us my love,
made a ladder out of
grass to show us to our happiness.
For us my love,
beauty encircled two lives
and created one horizon.
to our happiness

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Carry on, love
Falter not when saddened
I need your self-confidence
To assure my insecurity
Should a tear fall from your eye
Two would fall from mine
Tread on, love
For if you fall
So would I
Should the laughter fade from your eyes
My own candle of happiness
Would dull
And leave me disheartened
Fight on, love
Do not surrender
We are in the midst of victory
Hold on, love
To the joy we share
In each other
Without you in my life,
All happiness would cease to exist
Carry on, love
Not all good things
Must come to an end

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It's the same old day
A flower burning in my hand
I stumble out of bed and brush my teeth again
Another one of your smiles that can't be forgot
I drink my coffee but it never seems to hit the spot

When you said you'd walk away from me
I didn't believe you I didn't see
That a little word could hurt so much
Like a burning flame that isn't touched

I'm drifting away
You were my gravity
You kept me grounded
And now I have no hero to save me

I just want to hear the sound of your heart
In my mind you set me free
In your eyes you belong to me
But, now I'm here just drowning in the truth
Of what I've lost, I had you

I use to see heaven in your eyes
But, now I just can't seem to realize
That I had a beautiful life
You were my gift
And I just let you drift away

I close my eyes and see you in my mind
Underneath the silk I am blind
As I sit on the corner of my bed
Remembering all those words that I said
I can't believe that I let you fall away

My frozen eyes didn't see you cry
And now I'm all alone tonight
Cold creeping along my skin
This feels a little like sin
Love dosn't bend to my needs
It's been so long I feel incomplete

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Pain and Anger
No where to turn
cornered by fear
a silent frustration makes life unclear
Alone in my cage
no one hears my screaming
A deadly silence lingers in the air
I've been forgotten
I'm almost gone
In the midst of this quiet noise
I begin to hear three distant voices
Giving me hope
You brought the light into my dark world
your song filled the void in my heart
your angelic music set me free
you told me I wasn't alone
now I can fly
soaring so high
Now my song can be heard
instead of being drown out by the screaming silence
I'm free from captivity
Because you let your heart sing