Wish upon the three stars hanging in the sky,
The dark shroud enveloping the night,
Yet, the stars sparkle, glimmer and shine,
While the darkness yields to balustrade the light
emanating from the hot tiny suns,
The three hold their ground...or space,
Sculpting their light from the night,
Turning it into a haven of angelic shrines,
Pushing the labyrinth of crudeness
away from their flawless constellation,
Attempting to be impervious
to the Purgatory around them,
Language of the heart
tinkles from their deft fingers,
Casting light and glitter
upon the appreciative land,
The glassy surface not-withstanding,
For it is a mirage,
One on the desert of Sahara,
And it passes quickly,
For a fraction of a lightyear,
With the divisions being infinity,
And a sunny day in Paradise gone by,
The land was deceived,
Leaving it with a bitter-sweet reverie,
Of forgotten cities of watery Atlantis,
or of lush Pompeii,
It is all but an illusion
that attempts to mimic the brilliance of the stars,
The stars shine, still
Though they might have turned into dusts,
When their precious gem of white and silver,
Reaches my eyes,
Sending a beautiful message unsigned,
Leaving my final wish unfulfilled,
And takes me back to alpha,
But I know; and comprehend
All these will lead me back
to the omega of the stars,
I dread the arrival of that sunrise,
Though anticipation has settled in my mind,
For my mind's eye has witnessed a vision,
Vivid and clear as day,
Fondly will I remember the stars,
As a reflection from my past,
Veritable in comparison
to the raging fireball of life,
For the three stars are my guides,
In my memory,
They are mine.
Amen.

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does no one see, what i see?
i have always been a little different...
just a little weird.
never found joy, in superficial things.
i found beauty in the rain,
and love in all things ugly.
but does no one see what i see?
i see an angelic difference, in your pure eyes.
i see that you are different too,
that you long to rise above superficial things.
that you long for love of the deepest form
more than skin deep.
do you see what i see?
might you find divinity in me?
rather than beauty upon my face
find beauty in my soul
find love in my oddities
be intrigued that i am weird
please see what i see
do not fall into the straight line
of shallow eyes.
people wanting nothing but to shamelessly promote themselves.
give me a chance, and when you do
you will see what no one else sees
you will see, divinity

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I don't know where to go from here
I can't seem to find my way
But once I know that you are near
I see my tears dry up and go away

Somehow I know it'll be alright
Feeling you by my side
I won't be alone tonight
Wrapped up in your arms open wide

How is it possible I have found you
The one man in my life
Please tell my that you love me too
Don't put me through that pain and strife

Then I wake up from my dreams
Lost and alone once again
Don't tell me it's not as bad as it seems
Because it is, and I want it to end

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Stranded on a roadside in the Middle of Nowhere
Along comes a guy with gorgeous blond hair
Sings me a tune with an MMM and a Bop
Swears some day he's gonna make it right to the top
Says he and his brothers share a 3 Car Garage
Thought I'd seen it but figured it a mirage
Starts to get cold so I follow them within
Snow begins to fall, therefore with Hanson I am Snowed In.

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Zac you're so beautiful,
and when i'm near you i can't breath,
a guy like you gets who he wants when he wants her,
you're so outta my league.
I show you no emotion,
don't let you see what you're doin to me.
I'd imagine the two of us together,
but i've been livin in reality.
I don't care if you think i'm crazy,
doesn't matter if it turns out bad,

cause i've got no fear in losing you. you can't lose what you never had.

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Be still my pounding heart, just hush.
I'll get rid of this painful crush.
If only you knew how much I care,
the kind of love I have for you is rare.
You don't even know my heart's on fire;
you're the one that I desire.
I dream of kissing your sweet lips,
but when I wake you always slip.
I wish I could tell you how I feel,
then your touches I wouldn't have to still.
Be still my beating heart, just hush.
I'll get rid of this big crush.
you would be mine, I wouldn't
have need to dream,
I could be with you always
and wouldn't have to scheme.
your face, so handsome, your body, so fine,
how I wish you could be mine.
I dream of meeting you someday,
falling in love and running away.
Face of an angel, eyes heavenly brown
my whole world revolves around you.
I love you Zachary can't you see,
you're the one who's meant for me.
We may be many miles apart,
but I'll think of you always
and keep you close to my heart.

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darkness surrounds me and engulfs my being
stillness swallows me and sets me free
all around me lies a world of dreams
a world unlike i have ever seen

full of things i've wanted but never touched
things i've held in my hands but left in the dust
anything i've needed and everything i possess
nothing i've kept inside nor anything i've confessed

it's the part of me that falls and flies
the part that opens up any ties
a place where one can find truth and love
where i can hold even the stars above

i leave everything and anything i've ever known
anything i've hid from or never shown
i leave behind rules and trails of heartache
then the alarm sounds and i awake.

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What is it I see in you that made this love I feel so true
It must have been those perfect eyes, those eyes so full of blue
The thoughts I think and feelings I feel
You made me believe that this love was so real

I know I can see the light in your eyes
All through the darkness I can hear cries
Screams come from my heart because it's been broken
There's no turning back, your true feelings have spoken

I remember the times that we once spent together
I thought that our love could just last forever
But now I can see the lies from your heart
Have shot through and crushed mine as quick as a dart

The moment you told me, I thought I would die
Although the only thing I could do was very deeply cry
You were my sun when clouds covered the sky
Sometimes loving you brought me up high

You were the one I always looked up to
I always thought the one I could trust was you
Forever is gone and always is done
I had always hoped you would be the one

How could you think I'd be alright with this
When I was with you all I felt was bliss
Now that you're gone and our love is through
I need to gain courage and get over you

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Tay, you're my sunshine
you're the only one to make me feel alive
Tay, you're rain
you're cool and refreshing rain to fall in
my heart!
Tay, you're an angel
you took my heart fliying to the blue sky
Tay, you're Tay
you took away all my pains,and changed my world
I love you forever!!